Bible Study

I went to bible study tonight at my church. It was about I Samuel 15 and basically showed how Saul turned away from God and disobeyed him. And this one lady was torn on the part where God wants Saul to destroy a group of people called the Amelekites. He wanted Saul to destroy the men, women, children and infants, and the lady was like why the children. And it was because of the generational curse as well as children follow what their parents do. And since this group of people sinning by worshiping idles and carry-on like their ain't no God he decided it was time for then to get they dished out themselves. Anyway, that generational curse thing has been on my mind for some reason. I'm wondering what things my parents have passed on to me that I don't know of. However, because Jesus died on the cross for our sins we don't have generational curses but still children do emulate what they see their parents do. Other than that my day was okay, was suppose to go to the museum but got a headache which I think was brought on by stress. I'm just stressed on how to proceed from where I am and what are the next steps, if I should even bother taking anymore steps and just give up. I'm just going to have to take a break from some things and just focus on school. So if I don't see a couple of my friends or bake or crochet it's because I'm focused on bettering myself which textbooks, school and work. K