Eating Things

This a list of the things that I like and don't like to eat.
What I like to eat:
broccoli
chocolate ice cream with gummy bears
warm apple pie with ice cream
corn
pineapples
lemons
clementines
mash potatoes/french fries/hash browns
ham
collard greens
macaroni and cheese
sweet potato pie
pumpkin pie
black beans
grilled cheese
french toast
crepes
turkey burgers
Hawaiian pizza
Soupy pork buns
cabbage
lasagna
chicken Parmesan
tuna
pasta salad

What I don't like to eat:
onions
tomatoes
peppers
eggs
pancakes
bacon
sausage
grits
oatmeal
squash
shellfish
spinach
potato salad

Too Late

Five things I want to do before it's too late... -Have a basketball team meaning I want to have enough children that could possibly be a basketball team, but won't actually have to play. That is definitely not a requirement for me. I don't even like the sport, but if they want to play, go have fun, just expect me to touch the ball or anything. -learn how to dance/sew/drive/fly Well I want to learn how to dance so I can dance underneath the stars one day. I need to learn how to sew so I can make my quilt of ties. I don't need to learn how to drive but I can't always have my boyfriend drive me everywhere now can I? And who doesn't want to fly? -Travel to Japan, China, Korea, Columbia...Europe maybe I speak Japanese so of course I'm going to Japan. I like Chinese food so I'll just hop on over to China and Korea is like right between those countries. And Columbia because there are four lemon trees there named after me so I gotta see them. And my boyfriend wants to go to Europe, guess I should keep him company don't want him finding some foreign girlfriend and ditching me, good men are already hard to find, don't need to lose them to girls who can't speak English ;) -Go to a wedding I'm already going to this in June but it is something I want to do. I did miss two already and will not miss this one. -Hang out with my dad I do miss my dad. We don't talk much but I know he cares. He's not a bad guy. If I was him, I wouldn't want to stay with my mom either, which is why I did leave... so we're in the same boat!

Song

Well last night while sucking face with my boyfriend, one song was stuck in my head. It is called Can't Let Go by Landon Pigg. The whole song doesn't apply but the chorus "No, I can't let go, no I can't let go of you" was playing and replaying in my head. This doesn't normally happen but recently songs have gotten stuck in my head just because someone said a line that reminded me of a song. Like Thursday, I asked my co-worker what we had planned for today and he replied, try and take over the world, so automatically the theme song to Pinky and Brain got stuck in my head. But even now, that song from Landon Pigg gets stuck in my head. Another one of his songs is a frequent visitor to my mind, Falling In Love (in a Coffee Shop). That one came to mind when a student came into my office and his name was Landon. I immediately started singing the song. I wonder if he knew of the artist. He didn't say anything, maybe he was use to it, but I didn't do it to annoy him, it was just on my mind. Oh well, he'll suck it up.

Mistakes

I wouldn't go so far as to say that there was one huge mistake in my life. Yes I have made some but in the grand scheme of things, I wouldn't be the person I am today without my mistakes. I could easily pick out a couple of ex boyfriends as mistakes but it wasn't totally horrible. I did have some fun and I don't know the impact I had on their life. I might have helped somehow or even a friend of his. I don't doubt that each of our experiences have made us different people than before, hopefully for the better. But yea, mistakes were made to be made. Without them, we'd be perfect and who wants that. Definitely not me.

One Thing I Want to Do

One thing that I have always wanted to do is moon bathe. I feel like it would be such an awesome experience to just lay down and bathe in the moon's warm light. As soon as it gets warm enough, I'm going to find myself a roof and just chill out. I guess the only thing that has prevented me from doing so is time. I don't have time to do any of the things that I want to do. I want to go traveling, I want to learn how to swim, I use to want to learn how to drive -not so much anymore, I want to go fishing, I want to see something exotic/extraordinary. Sadly I don't have time for any of these things. My summers are spent working, my breaks are spent on catching up with school, and my weekends are spent reading textbooks. However, this summer I shall moon bathe!

Where I want to go

I wanna go to a place similar to that of Pleasantville. Have you seen that movie? Well you should. Besides the fact that there are only white people in the movie. I'd like to live there. I'd like to only have two streets to my neighborhood. I'd like for everything to be predictable and know which guy is going to ask me to prom and what baked good I'll bring to him to win his heart. But sadly life it's so simple as that. My school is not just around the corner, I do not live in a two parent household, I do not have a house and a car, I do not have wonderful parents who ask me how my day was or friends that I can see and hang out with everyday. However, I do have one amazing boyfriend, friends that are far but real close to my heart, a grandmother who never stops bothering me but she cares, a nice bed to sleep in every night and a school that I know will help me get to where I want to be. Overall, I'm glad I'm on the road that I am on and wouldn't change it for any amount of chocolate ice cream with gummy bears on top.

No One Knows

Trying to think of something that nobody knows about me is really hard. I pretty much tell everyone every thing about myself. There probably isn't one person who knows everything but if you put all the people in my life into one room you would pretty much have my whole life story.However, I will tell you this: I'd rather watch people enjoy life than actually be apart of it. I remember being a little girl in a day care, walking around observing other children play. If they seemed to be enjoying themselves I thought great, maybe I would try that later. And I would, when I saw that no one was using the game. I still do that now. I like to observe people actually having fun and laughing and smiling at them but would never want to be apart of it. Sometimes when I have people over my house. I do the same thing, sometimes just watching my friends be happy and enjoying each other, kind of like taking in the moment. But I do join in on the fun sometimes. I guess that's my story for now. <3 K

Diary

Well I don't have to actually open up my diary from a year ago to see how I have changed. I can list several things that have changed. I am in a relationship with a fabulous man who I care about very much. I am a college graduate and currently in graduate school at Hunter College. I live at home in NYC, which is awful but I'll survive. I had a real job where I didn't have to talk to children, thank goodness. I still haven't gotten my license but that could possibly change. I definitely have a boat load more ties than I did last year as well as books. I have more friends of course. I have learned a lot more. I think I know myself a little better as well. I think that's it. Peaces.