A rare day in the Web

After such long party yesterday I didn't feel like waking up too early this morning but mother's always right. "Go to church, you'll thank me later". So I got dress and we took a six dollar cab up the hill. After an hour we were both walking back down the hill and suprisingly it was a very hot day considering that it's suppose to be winter. Life in my web isn't as fabulous as it may seem to be so I dream of a better place where the impossible can and do happen. However, sadly when I awoke, I had work ready for completion. I put on the plastic gloves and tackle the garbage can. Boy did that bin stink. I cleaned it out and washed it down. Showered and was ready for dinner. And I have the best luck in the world, to have a mother who doesn't cook and works from 2-10pm. So as I walked to granny's house I look up and to my amazement I see a familiar face. A face that I've seen many times before. He's tall and handsome but prolly doesn't know my name. I'm a hot mess but he manages to smile at me; I guess he's not looking at what I'm wearing. He says, "What are you doing out so late". He's such a caring guy to be worried about little old me. I tell him I'm going to find me some food. And he takes my answer but wants to continue talking so he asks, "When was the last time you've seen Khorey?". A guy I've seen maybe two years ago. I tell him I have no clue and we say farewells and part ways, from then on I had a smile on my face, which didn't go away when some other kid who I didn't know tried to talk to me. He obviously didn't get the clue last time he tried to talk to him. He remembered tryin to talk to me but I've never seen the kid in my life so I continue to walk on my way and tell him I'm not interested. But this kid won't let it go and asks why, I just shake my head n keep walking because I have no time for guys I don't already know. And I'm proud to say that this walk to grandma's house was the highlight of my day, indeed it was. I can't wait to see what more this web has instored for me.

Words on the Web

I finished reading Miracle by Danielle Steel and there was hope after all for the sad and lonely character Quinn Thompson. He learned to forgive himself and with much luck survived the most terrifying storm of his life which allowed him to once again live in the blissful happiness he had with Maggie. One thing I learned from this book is that old people make love, lol. But really, I liked the relationship between the three main characters. The were open, honest and willing to share everything about themselves. They kept no secrets and what you saw was what you got. They did not fail to meet the requirements of their characters, even Quinn, in all his stubborness was clearly portayed. I wondered, after reading, would I have such a friendship as Quinn, Maggie and Jack had. Well I have something similar but I'm still too young to know who I really am, so I'm letting the world write the words on my web for now.

Life in the Web

I was reading a book, like I usually do and wondered if I died would anyone read the things that I written. Would the ones I love most feel guilty about not loving me enough, for not embracing my love enough. After a while I still don't have the answers. So I sit and read more, maybe there is hope for this character called "Quinn". It's nice to sit and think about other people's lives, it keeps me from thinking about all my flaws and what changes need to be made. This may also be the reason why I collect obituaries and read the bible. Some how these things give me hope, that one day I wont live in a web but somewhere bigger, somewhere better, somewhere beyond this web that I have created for myself.

Charlotte's Web

Today, I arose to the sound of moving trucks. Some one's moving in across the street. I wonder who it is. As I walked to my window I could see someone unloading. From my window I could tell it was a guy, from the way walked and the way his pants were tight but not to tight and his hair... Oh his hair was fabulous. I wished I could go over there and introduce myself but every bone in my body would rather just sit here and watch him unload box after box. I've learned it's so much better to look than to actually touch.
Since he's moved in I find myself taking out the trash more and more each day. I'm running out of garbage to take out! Some times he sees me and waves and smiles. He has the best smile. I know every girl says that but he really does. I try to remember to react fast enough to show him that I'm friendly and a nerd who just studies, stares outside her window or takes her trash out way to much. Maybe one day we'll meet face to face but for now I'll sit in my web and wait...