Charlotte's Freedom

So it wasn't as bad an ending. I found a balance and a better method towards the dictator that left us still friends in the end. Sometimes, just being silent helps. I was released on Monday morning after a two hour ride on what's called the "ghetto bus", and watched the sun rise. Once home, I just went to bed after making sure my cat was fed. And spent the rest of the week waiting for my mom to come home. That guy I once say while walking down the street, I don't see him anymore, which kinda saddens me, but there's always summer. And this other guy who I'd love to see, I have failed to accomplish that. I know it's sad, but life still goes on. I'm just happy to go back to Buffalo and hang with the ever so popular J.M.B. He's amazing! The End!

Charlotte's Rage

I don't know how much longer I can last. This torture must end. I don't know how but I must. I'm not getting anything out of being here. I feel so enraged right now, like I want to break something but I know I can't. I just want to get out of here, away from the fighting, the constant arguing, the stress. I don't want to have to trust her to make sure everything is going to be alright, I don't want to be nice to her anymore. I tried being nice today and it just don't work with her. I give her a glimpse into my life and tries to control it, making me mad at the people I love the most. But I wont let that happen again, I wont make the mistake of trusting her with anything, sharing anything. Today there were dears walking outside and I was actually happy, prolly the only happiness I will ever know being here in this place. Maybe I'm jealous or maybe I just want something bad to happen to her but either way, things are not working out. Don't know why or even care, it's just not and I think once I do leave this place it will be the last time I ever do this again. I don't know about the friendship but it's over and I hope I am not severely affected by this later on. Well the parental units are awake an arguing so that's my cue to go. Pray for a better tomorrow.

Charlotte's Capture

I've been kidnapped! I've been taken away from my home sweet home and into the icy cold mountains of Poconos, PA. I've been taken against my will and can only keep in contact with loved ones through this sketchy wireless connection. My hostess sucks, it's all about her and no one else. It's like she kidnapped me just to please her and do her every wish and command but that's not happening. No way am I gonna crawl on my knees to please you. My parents did not raise me to be submissive to anyone nor take orders from someone clearly lacking in wisdom and knowledge. Since I've gotten here this girl has not stopped talking, only to ignore people when she doesn't get her way. And she's always complaining or saying something mean or rude out of her mouth. I don't want to be the one to give her a wake up call but hopefully someday she will get it. I've been her one day and she's already gotten on my bad side, luckily I forgive easily or else I'd be on my way back home right now. I've learned that I can only take her in small doses or else she wont live much longer. I wish someone would come and rescue me from this place. I don't belong here. The bed is cold, the pillows uncomfortable, the house dead and unwelcoming. I want to sleep in my own bed, in my own room, in my own house which is warm and inviting. Man, I'd give anything to be home again. But I guess I should stop complaining because it could be worse so much worse. I cud be stuck in the next room where someone is snoring away like a choochoo train or I cud be forced to sleep in the same room as her. Anyway, three more days and then I'm free, but who knows what suffering those three days will bring...