Charlotte's First Child

Babies, who's idea was it to have babies? Babies, are gross and take too much time and energy to take care of. They are just like a job. However, there is a mystery about babies that also make them so attractive. I don't want kids, like going through the whole process with them, but I would not mind adopting them. I would adopt a four or five year old. When they need to learn things and have fun.

As for me, I just don't know what to do with my life. People annoy me and I hate having to be responsible for things and peoples feelings. Everything is just so complicated. I just wish things were simple and the world spun and there was peace everywhere.

Charlotte's Honeymoon

So it's the day after the wedding, after all the guests have gone home and all the presents await to be opened. I would be here with the man who I love, who has gained my trust and I keep no secrets from. I think I would be comfortable being naked in front of him, sharing my body with him and him with me. I think it would be nice, to go somewhere far far away. Maybe somewhere where I can make a difference, like in a third world country. That would be an awesome honeymoon. But after he honeymoon, what then? Is all the excitement gone? Is all the mystery known? Everyone is always excited about the wedding, the dancing, the drinking... then the honeymoon, but no one ever mentions what happens next. It's like a "and they lived happily ever after". But how? How does one live happily ever after? Are there children? Are there Christmases, New Years, Mother's Days?

As for me, I am finishing up my semester of college. I'm just surprised I've made it this far. All the things I have learned and kind of excited for what's next. I don't know exactly where that is but I have an idea of where I might want to go. And I think I might stick with this plan for once. I hope all of you, you might read this, are feeling fabulous. I'm making brownies right now and I do enjoy that very much. Have a happy Saturday. Peace in the Middle East.