Life in the Web

I was reading a book, like I usually do and wondered if I died would anyone read the things that I written. Would the ones I love most feel guilty about not loving me enough, for not embracing my love enough. After a while I still don't have the answers. So I sit and read more, maybe there is hope for this character called "Quinn". It's nice to sit and think about other people's lives, it keeps me from thinking about all my flaws and what changes need to be made. This may also be the reason why I collect obituaries and read the bible. Some how these things give me hope, that one day I wont live in a web but somewhere bigger, somewhere better, somewhere beyond this web that I have created for myself.