It's Starting to Get to Me

This weather is so horrible. It just rains and rains and rains. I haven't seen the sun in almost two weeks. I miss the sunshine. I need the beach or something. To sit outside with the sand between my toes and the smell of the ocean. I love how at the bottom right of the screen it says Complain to Google. I feel like that's what I'm kind of doing right now. However, I'll say what I feel and then that's it. I won't dwell on it for too long. I need to find/make my own sunshine. Ice cream is good and all, but I need more substance. I have been reading, which has helped me a lot. I'm watching tv, which okay as well. I think I need to do exercise. People who exercise are rarely ever upset that they went to the gym. I just need someone to keep me accountable and say did you do some exercise today? or hey let's do some yoga or something. I need to start creating healthy habits for myself or else my time here won't be as enjoyable. I don't want to always wish to be home or somewhere else, because the fact is that this is kind of home. I live here, pay bills, cook and clean. This place is mine and if I can't make this place feel like home, nowhere will. I think that's it for now. ttfn.