Autumn Woes

It's about that time when I starting missing a certain someone, really anyone. It's getting colder and people spend more time inside. However, I refuse to let this season fill me with regret or loneliness. I'm doing everything that I could have possibly imagined. I'm healthy, I'm happy and things are looking up for me. I have possible job leads while still interning and working part-time. I'm just really excited to see God working this semester and excited to see the plans that He has for next and once I graduate. I'm really hoping that I get to go to Japan and then maybe Columbia or Argentina. I'm excited to see the world and experience new things. I don't want anything to hold me back. I don't feel like I belong him. I kinda feel like I was made for something more, maybe even bigger, who knows. I just don't feel like I'm living up to my potential staying here in a NYC apartment. I know lots of people from all over the world come to NYC but I want to go to them. I want to meet them where they're at and experience their culture. I want to help the sick, the poor and make a difference is someone's life. I may have very high goals but as long as I do something and no just sit here learning languages that I may never use, I'll be happy. Go do something that makes you happy.