One Plus One Equals Two

Wow, that should be the title of my book, if I ever decide to write a book. If I did it would be based on fiction and real life. What kind of book is that? If you know please tell me. Oh oh is it historical fiction? Idk, anyway so I've been so used to being on my own and doing what I want to do that it's been hard thinking of myself as part of a couple. I do so much for myself, I go to work, go to school, and I sit there in those class rooms and offices, alone, dealing with those ppl alone. But when I come home there is always someone waiting to talk to me, to find out about my day, who loves me. It's a hard concept to grasp for me. I was sitting in bed thinking about this and wondering am I part of this team/couple and I thought, yea I am. We are a couple. Before I didn't think that way, I thought of us as two people getting to know one another. I guess we still are but we've learned so much, shared so much that if we've decided to stay together that must mean we plan to go forward with this, to reach the goal, to be a team, a couple. Wow. That just totally blew my mind. I still have some more growing up to do but realizing that has helped me tremendously. I just hope I don't screw anything up. I'll keep praying and trusting in God that we'll grow closer and make decisions that are best for both of us. Ha, tomorrow makes fifteen months since we've been together, maybe I should do something nice for him, to thank him for putting up with me. I am a tough cookie to crack. Happy Tuesday. Much love, K