One thing

If I could change one thing about me... I don't want to change anything about myself. There was one thing when I was thinking about this question some time ago but I just can't seem to remember what it was. Since my sister has come back into my home, I'm just always alert and cautious of everything. I know it's foolish to be worried about material things and should be thankful that I don't have to fear for my life but it's so hard. I just want to live in a place where I don't have to worry that something will be missing when I get home. Luckily I have nothing but books for the most part. Maybe when school starts things will get a little better. I'm just really sick of having to protect my stuff. That's why when my sister stole some money from my piggy banks I just gave her the rest so she can spend it up real quick and not have to come looking for anymore from me. I feel that that should stop her for now until she figures out something else. Man, I don't wish this on anyone. I don't know how I survive it all or even how an old woman like my grandmother can put up with it. I don't think I would give a crap if she got a arrested. I would think good, maybe she'll learn something in there. And when she gets out, oh well, go find somewhere else to live cuz she isn't staying with me. I probably shouldn't feel this way about my sister but that's how she makes me feels, like nothing means anything to her and all she cares about is herself. So I will forgive and move on with my life and try to live as peaceful as possible. Lord willing.